Friends

Don't take them for Granted

I love my friends, I only have a few but that's all I need to be happy. Some people have a whole bunch and are popular and they are the ones who get into the really bad yet really stupid drama. They are also the ones, at least where I grew up, that got into bad things.

I am thankful for the few friends I have and am totally fine with that. I do not have a boyfriend and I do not care. I do not "fit in" and I so not care.

I have this self esteem problem that doesn't happen enough to really be called a "problem" but it happens sometimes and I just tell myself, does it really matter what those people think about, I mean why should what I do and the way I am effect them ( unless I was killing or hurting something ). The only peoples opinions who really count to me are the people who I can already be completely open with and they don't judge.

If I like someone, its depressing if they don't like me back or if they think I'm weird, but if they don't like me for who I am then why bother.

I truly think rationalizing with yourself and tell yourself thing it really helps.

* thanks for putting up with the fact that I totally switched topics *